Sorry readers, recently a lot of things happen, hais, happiness and unhappiness! I will post every weekends if possible!((:

Grandma, you have been hospitalized for around two months, you just had an operation, heard from parents that you have some improvements, please get well soon, try your very best to wake up, I really miss you, I miss how you dote me and nag at me, you didn't spend new year with me, you must spend your entire life with me, you must accompany me thru my os', you give me strength! I love you grandma!💜 I need you grandma!💜

Ever since i come back from my school trip to ZhuHai, this is my first time in my life crying so badly! Wtfreak! Mum don't trust me! She said i lie to her for ytd breakfast, such a small thing! I increase my volume because i got insulted! Then she say i have changed! Wtfreak, if the situation change and you are the one got insulted, will you even shout back at the person!? I just increase my volume and not shout back at her and there goes my fault! She's the one that mistunderstood me and she say like i'm at fault! And she slapped directly on my face! What kind of logic where you were at fault and you can scold and slap that person! I'm damn upset by her doings! She doesn't trust me, then forget it! In the future, everything i buy, i will ask for the receipt. Receipt as evidence, are you satisfied!? Since she don't trust me, whatever i do, she will think that i'm lying, then what for telling her where i go, what i buy and what i do!!!! I don't wanna tell my friends is that i don't want them to worry for me! Dear friends, i know you'all will be there for me but this really hurt me, i don't wanna let you'all to worry for me, i'll be alright sooner or later, it's just the matter of time!

Hey Readers, sorry for not posting for a few weeks. I went for a school trip to ZhuHai, China! Hahas! It's really fun over there! I went there for an exchange programme, stayed there for 9 days with my schoolmates and of course my friends! All of us enjoyed the environment there, cooling weather! We have old and new buddies accompanying us whenever we go! We even attend lessons during their lesson time! Had so much fun and also get used to their culture and lesson time, but time flies! 9 days past so quickly, I miss my buddies! Don't wish to leave them, but we have to come back to Singapore! How I wish that time can be reverse! Hmm, sharing my experience to ZhuHai, China! Holidaying now but quite sian and slacking at home, missing buddies, don't wish to start on holiday homeworks! Readers, once again, sorry for the late post for my blog, please continue to read! I will post everytime i'm free!((:

Take care Lovely, get well soon. Drink more water and have more rest, now is exam period, i pray that god heal you fast, don't let you suffer in the sickness.

I had a dream last night. I dreamt of him, hahas((: weird dream, he was wearing my school's pe t-shirt, sitting in my school's canteen((: So weird, how come he will come to my school, he should be in WGS((: Weird weird weird((:

Thank you Lovely for being my Lovely, my great sister and best friend for this whole year((: I'm fortunate to have you as my Lovely((: Hahas((: Because Lovely help me whenever I need you((: I will forever be here for you, whenever you need me, just one call((: Forever we will celebrate this day, second, third or fourth, we will celebrate forever yearly friendship anniversary((: Love ya Lovely forever<3 <3 <3 Will never forget this day that god bring us together((: Forever 102<3 <3 <3 Denise Jang, my Lovely<3

Sorry readers, this few months addicted to dramas and busying with homeworks plus tuition((: Now I'm back to blogging because I can access and blog without switching on com((: Now I'm more concentrate in studies((: Next friday will be my first EOY exam paper, wish me luck because I wanna stay in this unique class((: I want to score all subjects at least a pass((: Thanks for supporting my blog and hope you will continue to read my blog((: Thanks readers((: I will post using iTouch whenever I'm free((: Bye readers, back to study le((:

Sorry readers, busy playing this few days, that's why can't update my blog)): I'll be going back to Malaysia tomorrow and will be back on the 17((: I will update this blog whenever i'm free in Malaysia((: Hahas, i'm going back to my Mum's hometown((: She's Malaysian((: Today is such a happy plus sad day. Good news is my bro got a new laptop from aunt((: She bought him a new Toshiba laptop worth 1,700 dollars, i was like wow when i heard my dad talking about the price of his laptop((: And the bad news is my phone spoil again)): No text tone whenever there's text coming in)): Sadded, hais...
I only can fixed my phone when i'm back from Malaysia, okay, i will post another post soon((: Bye readers((: Hope you continue to read my blog, thanks a lot((:

I'm so excited for tml((: I will be away to Taman Negara for school trip ( camping ). It's my first time going overseas with the school((: That's why i'm so excited now((: I have finished packing, but it seems fatty when i carry it... Dislike bag to be fatty, hahas((: I'm sleeping soon, in 1min time((: Later going to wake up at 3am for maple meeting with Denise Lovely and DeXian - my classmate((: We are going to play from 3am to 4am, then i will continue and play till 5am, before going to bathe and tie hair((: Luckily i ask my uncle to drive me there, or else i will be in deep trouble because we need to reach school at 6.15am and before that, the train service will not be working. So those students who always take public transport to school will have trouble tml, hopefully they can ask their parents to drive them to school or maybe ask friends and share one cab((: SO SO SO EXCTED!((: I will only be back in Singapore on this Friday((: Hahas((: So many days with the school, first time((: Okay, bye((: I will post again when i'm back((: Thanks for reading it((:

On Saturday, early in the morning, i have tuition, my favourite science tuition((: hahas((: We had early dismissal for that lesson((: Then around 1 hour later, i went to collect Cotton On shirt from my primary school friend, i accompany her to 7-Eleven as she haven had her lunch at that time, after collecting, we both went home((: I went home to play some computer games and then prepare to go out again((: I meeting Denise Lovely at 4pm but i'm late for 10mins, hahas((: We meet at Nex as we decided to go shopping((: Denise Lovely and I were BFF<3 We walk round and round to look for the bubble tea that our English teacher mentioned((: After walking for 10++mins, we finally found the shop((: Their pearl were special, pink in colour, made of fruits((: And their small size cup is pretty small in size, both of us were laughing at the cups but their drink taste nice((: Then we went shopping, both of us bought accessories hahas((: then she brought me to somewhere near her block((: then around 7++ to about 8pm then i go home((:

On friday which is 20 May, I went to AMK library with Lina Mummy((: We went to find some chinese novels((: Then after that, we went to Lina Mummy's house to play((: hahas((: We actually wanted to watch one show but in the end, that day, the show didn't show on tv, so we waited for another one hour later, doing nothing in that one hour, but had some fun, hahas((:

Exams is finally over after one whole month of studying. I didn't touch my com for one whole month. Woah! Broke my own record((: hahas((: hey readers, how about you? I bet some of you are still striving hard for your exams, jiayou, ganbatte, hwaiting! Giving my moral support to you((: Hope my readers still reads my blog, i don't wish to lose any readers((: Hahas, one whole month of studying is fun plus tired and stress)): But luckily it is over now((: Just now, i went to my classmate's house((: Just right after the last paper today((: Me and my other friends went over to his house to have fun((: His maid cooked us lunch and dinner((: Lunch was Japanese Beef Cuisine((: <3 It was delicious((: And dinner was Tomato Spaghetti((: Plus Bread and Pumpkin soup, the taste was marvelous((: Thank you my classmate's mum for treating us lunch and dinner((: His mum even gave us maple tuition, hahas, currently still playing maple, created a new character this afternoon((: His mum was so so so kind and friendly, his mum plays maple((: And she even tell us what did our classmate do when he was a little kid, very funny((: So now, posting, hope you readers like it((: I will post another one soon((: Will be a few days later, or even tomorrow, because i do not have school as tomorrow there are exams still going on, so those who do not have papers do not need to go school((: And Monday was a Pupil Release Day by my school, so good((: hahas, and Tue, it is Vesak Day((: So also no school((: Long weekend i have this week((: hahas((: Post soon next time, bye((:

Ps readers, i've been using com for quite a long time. And now i've decided not to use unless there's reseaerch to do((: So right after exams, or maybe someday before that will have another post((: Today i had my first maths tuition with my uncle, which is a tuition teacher, it was quite a late one. Around 10++, my next tuition will be on every friday, 7.30 - 9.30 at marsiling. Hahas, and i'm surprised that my primary school's friend's sister were in that class too((: And she's also my cca junior during primary school times((: Such a coincidence. But got one thing very important is, i having the same tuition time and same day tuition as my lovely((: SO QIAO<3 Lovely<3 hahas, okay, i got to sleep le, tml going out with Lovely and LiJun, so need to sleep now and wake up early tml morning((: Good night peoples((:

Hey people, sorry to update news for my blogshop, my blogshop will be officially opened! ON SUNDAY, SORRY for giving wrong info in the previous post, the reasons is me and my partner not yet sort out every item, so sorry that i have to delay the opening time, you may start viewing now, but not all KPOP STUFFS are uploaded, so please be patient, and most importantly to support me, i will be the one delivering the items to the meet up places((: SO DO PROMO TO YOUR FREINDS OR ONLINE FRIENDS, please ppl, i need support from each of everyone((: http://kpopshoppingworld.blogshop.com

Hey readers, i'm opening a blogshop soon((: Selling mostly KPOP stuffs((: Hope that you can support me and my partner((: Thanks alot for coming to my blog and read my post<3 So do buy stuffs from me((: My blogshop url : http://kpopshoppingworld.blogspot.com ((: DO SUPPORT ME((: <3 <3 <3

Hey people, how's today? I've fun today and yesterday, because yesterday i have a camp. Performing Arts camp((: Running around the school, winning other teams just for one grand prize. All the participants are so active because of the grand prize. But in the end the grand prize make us feel sad, because it was a 4kg watermelon! How ridiculous is this? Hahas, but at least we had fun, isn't it? Yeah, i'm from Group 7. My group quite hyper for the camp yesterday((: We went up and down the stairs just for the questions asked, hahas, silly us((: After all the fun yesterday, i had a good sleep yesterday night. Today morning, the first thing i do after awake was to stretch my body. Aches here and there, hahas, maybe is long time never run up and down le((: But it's a good news because i don't exercise often, that's a great exercise for me. Last but not least for every camp was WATER GAMES, hahas, water games is always the most fun game after all((: I was first being splashed by Edwin ( my Sec 4 senior ), so i took revenge by taking 4 water bombs and splash him back((: I was splashed again by him and one of my water bombs burst... I threw 2 water bombs which was left at my Choir Chairperson((: Hahas, he got wet((: Then i went to get cups from my senior - Evangelyn((: I refilled once, twice, thrice, aiyah don't know how many times and pour all the water at Jovi ( Choir Chairperson ) He took revenge by tricking one of my cups away, when i was going to splash him, he said that he need one cup of water to splash Jason ( same batch as me ). I actually believed him and gave one of it to him, but i can't believed that when he called my name, i was SPLASHED! Hahas, so i went to refill. On the way to refill, i saw Lovely got splashed by her cca friend((: then she took one cup from me to take revenge, but her friend went away so she's the second person that tricked me, she splashed me, hahas, of course i did splash her back((: hahas, then I went back to music room with Samantha to get my bags and change my wet clothes into dry one((: Then we went home... Hehe((: that's all((: I will post soon again((:

Finally, March holiday arrived, after all tests, studies, i can rest and relax at last. But after this March holiday, it's another battle with mid-year examinations coming on. So people, better relax and rest as much as you can. But do remember that don't slack too much or your grades will drop tremendously... hahas, just a gentle reminder((: I went for jogathon yesterday, at macritchie reservoir. It was a terrible day. I made a choice of running to the competitive path with my friends and i got MUD on my shoe! Because we ran after the run, so the path was flooded. The worst thing was there's a MUD POOL along the way, there's no way to cross over it. So we had to walk through it, just like what i thought, my shoe sink in the mud pool and i got muddy shoe all the way from the reservoir to AMK Hub and J8 then back home. I went to AMK Hub with Lovely for lunch, we ate noodles at the food court. Then we went shopping and buy bubble tea at SweetTalk. After we finished our bubbletea, we went to J8, to collect my phone. My phone was sent for repair because of some functioning problem. I was damn happy when i got back my phone, i missed my phone alot although it is just sent for a few days repair, hehe((: Right after, we went to Diva - an accessories shop. Time flies, then it's time for Lovely to go back school for cca. For Lovely, after cca, she still got tuition till 9.30pm. Yesterday really was a tiring day for her. That's all, i went home then watched show le. Orh ya, almost forgotten, i watched a panda show last night. The title : Trail of the panda. It is really a nice show, very touching one. Watched it bah((: Have a fun holiday, people((: Have fun!

Hais, common test results was revealed on friday, but it was not revealed by my form teacher, is me. I tell my parents about my poor results. My parents not very angry but they did something that let me upset for a few hours... They say that i will be banned for four months because i did bad for my common test... That's the punishment i had... After i reached home, i locked myself in my room, then my mum try to ask my dad to give me a chance.. At last, dad agree((: My mum told me about it, she say that i only can play during Friday, Saturday and Sunday, i agreed((: She said that if upcoming test still didn't improved then it will be real that i will be banned for a long period of time.... So now, i still can use com((: Sorry for the late post i have, last two week is common test period((:

Yay, finally common test ended yesterday((: Yesterday is also the day we choir seniors met our Sec one junior, hahas, they quite cute and shy... And yesterday also the day that we saying bye bye to common test and say hello to fun times((: Hahas, tml me, Denise Lovely, Jingyi, Keith, Jonas and Cherliang going Nex! For movie and shopping((: Excited! Common test period, can't post anything cos i can't even switch on the com, sorry for the readers... In future, i will post more something interesting that i've experienced((: Hehe. Now i post is something that makes me feel sad... On wednesday, a guy broke my heart... Previously, i tot time can wash away the feelings towards him but three years have past... Nothing have changed... Only on the wednesday night, i gave up on him... He just sad that "i'm sorry, but i'm waiting a girl i like, i'm not a playboy...." ( Heartbroken ) But now, i slowly make myself to forget him. It is just the matter of time, yeah... So just treat him as brother and sister relationship, as good friend bah, Iris Tan! Okay, that's for today... Soon will post a new one((:

Today early in the morning went for POA remedial, just to prepare for POA common test on monday. Woke up at 7am because set the alarm, lazy wake up then set another half an hour. When the time is 7.30am, i still didn't want to get out of bed so ask bro to set till 8am, the latest time. By 8am, i'll be awake as i need half an hour to bathe and tie hair. I took half an hour to reach YCK mrt station to wait for Sweetpie. I saw LiJun - my friend and classmate outside YCK mrt waiting Lovely. So i walk up to her, behind me was Lovely, she intended to scare me but LiJun spoil her plan. Before she scare me, i've already turned my body behind to see what's happening. Then we went to the newly open 7-Eleven to buy breakfast, as they bought theirs, at the same time, i'm waiting for Sweetpie, she said that she would be late so i went to buy my breakfast first because my tummy is grumbling for food le. Sweetpie asked me if i want to wait her in school, so i went off to school with Lovely and LiJun. We saw our classmates, CherLiang and Jarvis. They were sitting on the bench in canteen. They suggested to order Mac delivery, so six of us include Sheehan share the cost of the Mac. But the thing we were laughing at was, all the six of us there didn't know what's the number to call for Mac delivery, lol. Then we found out thru our friends in the canteen. After calling, we waited for about 20mins, then we had great Mac breakfast. I'm quiet today in the remedial, not hyper at all.

Sorry Lovely, i don't mean it. Actually, i can really really promise you that i won't do it again. No more again le, serious. I only want you to be my friend again. I don't wish to lose you, you're an important friend to me in my heart. Please forgive me. I post this on my blog is to tell you, you are an important person towards me. Hope you see this. Lovely, SORRY.

Tests just went away, CNY celebration also gonna end soon. Alot of things happen around... Got things that friends are needed to settle... I don't want Lovely to be so depressed... I want her back to normal, why must she suffer all these? Can god be nice to her? God, i just want Lovely not to suffer so much... This is really too much!! T_T Now i can understand why did horoscope say those things. I feel that i'm useless, friends got problem but i can't help! Why am i so useless? Nothing that is i can help... I don't want my friends to spoil their relationship just because of this. Friends, don't keep all the things to yourself, you will stress yourself even more. Just share with your friends around, or let out your feelings on blog or diary, don't squeeze everything to your heart and mind can liao... You will feel better if you say it out, say to a non-living thing also can, it really helps.... I really hope my friends around me will do it too!!! T_T

Oh my, i can't attend SS3 - Super Show 3. I really hate myself why can't i save more money and persuade parents to allow me go for the concert. but what i've said before, i promised myself that i will earn more money and saved it for other concerts ( i.e Fahrenheit, SNSD and SUPER JUNIOR concert ). But the real angry thing was actually i could see Super Junior on friday, but because of my cca, i decided to give up the chance to see my IDOL! But suddenly, my cca mate told me that the relief instructor Mr Quek says that those who failed SYF audition can choose not to go for that day's practice, it was shocking after i heard that, i regret my decision of not going to the airport that day with my sisters!!! What the.... Unclucky eh.... And there's a thing, not confirm yet, hope it will be true. That is there's rumours saying that those who failed might have a chance of re-testing the SYF audition, i want to retake. Because I want to participate SYF with the Secondary 4 seniors this year, although i still have a chance in the year of Secondary 5. But i really treasure the times with the seniors, they are cute, friendly, fun seniors. Really will miss them, i missed my last year sec 4s seniors, hope they can come back to visit we Juniors!! Okay, that's all for today!! Will post next week or Tomorrow - Sunday!

Today is gonna be a fun day, as today is mapling day. My beloved classmates is playing with me in bootes((: I'm so happy, because i didn't play maple with so many friends before, except for playing with senior, Lina sister and Lovely - Denise sis. Other than playing with friends, i played maple with my cousins too, actually is we play with them, being their maids, 被呼来唤去. But now, i got friends that play maple too! So now playing with them((:

Hey everyone, today is my new Secondary 3 Blessing 1 class outing! Very fun! We meet at Bishan Mrt Platform at 2pm. The girls decided that all the girls wear skirt today! Then we took train to Bras Basah Mrt Station. When we reached there, all of us do not know how to get to Bras Basah Complex, so DeXian called his dad and asked. Then we followed to what his dad says, and we were lost. However, we got Lina Sis's iPhone to check how to get to our destination. So, according to iPhone direction, we reached our destination safely without getting wet as it started raining when we reached Bras Basah Complext. The word reach safely is Jovi - Choir Chairperson said to me de... Cos previously, me and other choir mates was lost, so i called him for help, as he knows to get to the place, then when we reach there, he said "Orh! You reached here safely!" Then i find that place quite familiar, i recalled that, Bras Basah Complex was the place i reborned my hair! Such a coincidence! We went to the Popular BookStore, i found out that their staircases are fun, looks like warehouse staircase i saw in 爱情魔法师, very cool((: Hence, we saw Popular BookStore Cafe, that's my first time seeing cafes in Popular BookStore, maybe only in bigger Popular outlets then have:( We can't find the SAP "O" Level 10 Years Series Physics and Chemistry Assessment Book. After shopping in the BookStore, we went to Iluma to buy KOI Bubble Tea. Ohh my gosh... I'm falling in love with KOI, i love their bubble tea, pearl QQ, cream sweet sweet, LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE KOI KOI BUBBLE TEA. I promised myself that i will buy KOI whenever i go AMK Hub, doesn't matter if there's a lot of people a not. I WILL WANT TO BUY IT!!! We meet Sheehan at Bugis Mrt Station because he went to get some scholarship award thingy ( not quite sure what is it ). Actually, we intending to take neo-print, but don't know what happen, we didn't take it, such a pity sia:(( We hang out at Bugis Junction until 5plus to 6, then we went home. Me, DeXian, Sheehan and Eric had fun in train, damn funny and fun((: After Sheehan alight at Bishan Mrt Station. DeXian, Eric and me were playing with their Magic 8 Ball game, laughing in the train. Eric alight at Yishun Mrt Station, followed by DeXian at Sembawang Mrt Station, and last me at Woodalnds Mrt Station... I spamming twitter after those two left, when i reached my bus stop after taking train and bus, i need to walk long way as only long way then have shelter. It was raining cats and dogs at my house. I walk past a cat, it frightened me as i was spamming twitter like hell, hehe((: That's end of today le, i'll post tomorrow if i got something to post, hahas((:

Today, i had my cca, tiring one too... But at least Lovely asked me to go cca, because i learnt new songs for syf today, quite a short and easy song, hope that i can get the song learnt well, as well as my chapel performance song. But there's a bad news announced today by my cca teacher - Ms Chung, she said that the cca day will be from monday and friday to monday, wednesday and friday. Quite sad, but she said one thing that i'm happy with. And that is she says not the whole choir need to go on wednesday, only the appointed sectionals, and she also says that we won't be staying late on wednesday, and this will go on till syf ends. Mrs Wong, my another cca teacher said that after syf, the whole choir will be having a long break before we start to prepare for Singout and Farewell Function for the Sec 4s this year^-^ I love Singout and Farewell Function, but i will cry during Farewell Function this year, because i can't bear them to leave:( But no choice, they have to take "O" Level Exam and get into a good JC or Poly next year.... I'm going out for 3 Blessing 1 outing tml, hahas, actually, it's only going out together to buy books, hehe, but we called it as a class outing, to make other classes( last year classmates ) envious, but we can't believe that, when we told one of our previous classmate - HanXue, her reply was not envious, but saying her class are going for BBQ next week, i was shocked but also happy for them, because their teacher took the initiative to bring them for BBQ, okay, i will post tomorrow, if i'm online tml, i will take pictures to post(:

Today was the day that i get my new phone. So happy, yeaterday, i slept at 2 plus, because i have not played maple for a week. It is because school reopens le, i'm already secondary 3, parents wanted me not to play computer too much, i obeyed them, so that's why cannot use computer to post anything here on blog, but today and yesterday night is my weekends, that's why i can use computer to post things now. Kim Xin Yi announced that : " Me - Kim Xin Yi, got a new phone le, and it is my favourite Sony Ericsson brand, the new phone name called - Vivaz Pro." Hahas, i love my new phone, got wi-fi, internet access anywhere anytime, unlimited sms, free incoming call, touch screen and keypad. So cool, hahas, quite bhb here to post, hehe^-^ Ps for those who can't stand me bhb-ing. Let you girls and guys take a look of my new phone, it's white in colour and blue colous for the side of the phone(:

I met Denise Sis much more earlier than Nathalie Sis, hehe, i know Denise Sis since secondary one, we both same class since Secondary 1 till now. Really hope that we will be in the same class till we were Secondary 5. Anyway, forgot to tell everyone that is reading, i know Nathalie Sis since i'm in Secondary 2, actually is when a few months before November and December school holidays, hehe. I knew Nathalie Sis through Denise Sis, i met Nathalie Sis before, she finds Denise Sis in class so i met her before, and if i did not remember wrongly, i think i met Nathalie Sis before lining up for bus at woodlands interchange, that is when i haven't know her yet, that's why. And something shocking when i hear that was, Nathalie Sis stayed near my block, it is just one block away, it really shock me when i hear that, both of us stayed here for quite a long time but never seen wach other before, after we know each other we met once in vista point, she and her family went for dinner as well as for my family. We said hi, and finally met once, hahas^-^ After that, we never see each other anymore, but when school reopens, we met once another time, that was a few days ago only!!! Her grandmother and her alighting from taxi at the carpark, hahas, actually i wanna call her name but she suddenly turn her head behind and saw me, that time, it was still drizzling, then we chat a while, then we went back home. Hahas, now Nathalie became my Sister, so as Denise too, right Lovely - Denise? Hehe, hope both of you like this post<3

Finally, school reopen. I miss my friends, my sisters so muchie. Currently, i'm in the class called 3 Blessing 1, a thru-train class. I'm happy to see them, we exchange chrismas present too... Oh ya, good news, the good news for me is, i finally successfully persuade my parents to let me use 2 year contract phone, hehe, i was really happy, i'm getting my phone tomorrow, so excited plus happy, in the first week of school, i sabo one of my sister to become a vice-chairperson, today, i sabo her for her nice handwriting and write big big letters on the mahjong paper, that's for putting up, decorating my classrooms, Lovely which is Denise Sis, suggested that our class should design and create a class jacket instead of class tee cos class tee is too common le, so class jacket is unique, as my class were a unique class too.. Hehe, a bit bhb=) My new phone is Vivaz Pro, i like that phone<3
I got a new phone, but i can't watch SS3, Super Junior Show 3, i shall buy the disc when it is selling, i confirm support that disc, i shall use that as replacement of can't go watch them perform LIVE!!! Super Junior Hwaiting^-^ Anyway, i might not be able to post frequently, because i need to study, so i will post every friday, saturday and sunday, so see ya, do visit my blog frequently, thank you for supporting^-^ I will post everytime i online(= So see ya, hwaiting<3

Yesterday, Channel U show a Golden Disk Award Show, it's really shocking because it's a show from Korea, so most of my friends is also anticipate to watch the award show. I'm anticipate to watch that show too. Because got my favourite korean group in that award show, and that is Super Junior, my baised is Kim Ryeowook, he is so handsome and very cute too^-^ Forever love him <3 Today have GDA Encore, i woke up to watch it again, because can watch Super Junior performing Sorry Sorry Remix Version and Bonamana on tv, i find this very interesting, i won't feel irritated or get bored with it, i like to watch this again and again:D Super Junior Hwaiting^-^ Encore Super Junior, i like it(: Encore Encore Encore. Forever Love Super Junior<3 Hope that more Super Junior things shown on tv, especially in Channel U or Channel 8, hope that it won't be in other channels that i don't have^-^

Yay, i love that anime - Ouran High School Host Club, damn funny plus cute, there's one very cutie character called Honey, that's the character above, i love the character a lot, cos he's cute, the female role in the anime, is also cute, but i like her when dressing in a male style, she's really cute, this anime talks about high school, and the female role is a girl dressing as male, and got into a host club, be a male host, serving those females in the high school, i recommend this anime to all friends. This anime name : Ouran High School Host Club

Today, mum didn't blame me and my bro for anything, so she decided to let me go back grandpa house le, yay:D So happy, today, my uncle picking me and my bro up when he's going back to his house(malaysia), tomorrow drving back to.... Tunjang - somewhere part of malaysia that is quite near to Thailand, yippee, finally, i got my chance, this chance is i earn it myself, by myself without anyone's help. Really meaningful that you earn your own chance to do what you want, I'm anticipate to see my cousins, i even bought presents for them, hahas, twice every year is quite cruel for me, i really prefer staying with them than seeing my father side grandparents, everytime, don't allow us to go back, grumble about we going back to my parents, everytime scold my mum, i respect them as i didn't disobey them... Everytime nag and say i won't study well, my bro will, but fact is i studied better than bro.. Biased grandparents, parents sometimes also bias towards guys, but i won't dislike my parents as they do dote me... Really excited, happy, anticipate to see all my cousins, i will post some pictures if can when i come back from my trip on monday(or maybe tuesday) hehe, oh ya, Happy Belated Birthday to my Big Sister - Sarah, sorry that i can't celebrate with you today with other sisters, sorry, i will get you two presents - birthday present and christmas present, tomorrow is Christmas Eve le. Early Christmas Eve to my sisters and friends plus viewers, thank you =D

On 18th December, i went to ride Singapore Flyer with cousin, it's really fun and excited, after that, we went to Ion Orchard for shopping, i took a lot of pictures, actually that day, my mood was quite bad, so i take pictures to allow me not to talk to anyone, making myself busy with something....

Hahas, 19th December is my favourite grandpa's birthday, we had steamboat but not with him, is with my biased grandparents, never mind, i had steamboat dinner that night, after that, about 9pm plus, bro remember that mum gonna open a bottle of champagne( actually is red wine), then we drank and bro dislike the taste so stop drinking, but i'm okay with the taste, just that it's too strong(dunno how to describe), then i drank one cup, while my mum drank two cups, hahas, then she's drunk while i'm not, i still can do ss till 2plus, i finish up those foolscap papers, then i went to sleep

Today, i had a lot of fun, playing maple with Denise sis, level up two levels, lucky got sis training with me, hahas, i had fun, i like playing maple with sisters and friends, that's really meaningful plus fun... Yesterday, i went out with Xinqing sis to Nex - a new shopping centre in Serangoon, quite fun, i found my favourite photos in Nex Comics Connection, damn happy, lucky i spent quite little, showing a photo of me with sunglass in Mini Toons when i'm shopping with my cousin, really happy^-^ Unhappy things, i will forget and won't remember de, happy things will be kept in my heart forever <3

Yesterday, me and my bro went fishing with four cousins and grandparents, it's bored there, nothing to do, then after fishing, we went back to grandparents place, after that, we took cab to orchard road to have, on our way there, there's traffic jam, so i took a nap, while it is jam-ming, hahas, we reach there and but sth happen during that period of time, i guess, only one person knows some part of the story because i told her when we text each other, sad day as i kanna scold by everyone there, for me doing nothing wrong. One of my cousin, her name is Carla, she told me that she went for the Kpop Night Concert, she also video some part of the concert, she says that she gonna send me thru email, but not today, cos she went to TAIWAN with her mum today, sad, my first dream country, damn freaking envious plus jealous, hahas, but i will go there soon, when i grow up, go with my friends there and to KOREA, right sisters? VICTORY KOREA!!!:D hahas, anw, i went to Muthu's Curry Restaurant to have dinner and also ate the waffle sold at Marvelous Cream stall, freaking tasty, i ate Tiramisu flavour, delicious, okay that's all for today<3 :D

Today, i quarrel with my bro, then i got pissed off, i slammed the door twice, then i got caned once by mum, sad, but i didn't sad for being caned, i was sad that mum didn't sort out things first then blame ppl, it's not all my fault, i admit that slamming the door twice is ridiculous, it's partially my fault but mum didn't sort things out first, and blame me, that's the reason got my tears drop. Aiyah, those unhappy things, i don't want to think le, because Denise sis called me and asked what happen when my bro post sth in maple, that made her concern me, hahas, that's really sweet, Denise, sorry that i lie to you on the phone that i didn't cry. Anw, today i level up dunno how many level in maple, i used off my 2x drop rate today, now level 28, this character gonna catch up my another character le, really cool, thanks to kanghsien senior and denise sis, hahas, really thank you kanghsien senior for giving me 1m in maple, hahas, thanks a lot senior, he gave to denise too. Oh ya, he helped Denise sis in her character as she add wrong skills, KANGHSIEN, you are pro, professional in maple, 请多多指教

Today, i woke up at 10am, cos i need to rush to woodlands library to get one comic book, one non-fiction book, so as to complete my english homework. Then about 1pm, i went to AMK Hub and wait for Denise sis, cos i meeting her to take bus to reach Jingyi's block, but Denise sis told me that Jingyi in AMK Hub, so we first go to buy Denise sis's nail polish, then to subway, then we meet Jingyi at NTUC... Lina sis were also in AMK but she didn't come with us, she is with her cousin. Me, Denise sis and Jingyi went to buy ICE-CREAM! Hahas, long time never eat ice-cream le. Me and Denise share an ice-cream, while jingyi bought her own, we can't finish when the bus came, so we decided to wait for another one, when another bus arrive, me and Denise still not yet finish the ice-cream, so we sneak it into the bus, we finish eating in the bus. When we reached the stone table under Jingyi's block, we find it sticky and dirty, then we find other tables to do homework, then after a while, Lina sis came, we do homework for a while, we went to Lina sis new house to visit, beautiful place, we saw her cousin, she's pretty. Then we take picture with Lina sis's iPhone 4, cool... Then we went home, yay, Denise sis can play maple le, i'm going to create new character soon.. Love ya, sis <3

Hahas, today, me and my mum went to buy Sec 3 books, at first, we brought one OP bag there, it was light at first, but after buying those books and putting them into my OP bag, it was super heavy, but no choice, i still have to bring it back home, cannot like throw the books there and go home myself mah.... When we reached Woodlands MRT Station, my mum suggested that we have Mc Donald's breakfast, hahas, of course i agreed, long time never had Mc Donald breakfast le, so we went to order food, my mum ordered Big Breakfast, while i order Mc Griddles, tasty and yummy. When we went home after the breakfast, it was not raining at all, but after step in the house, it started drizzling, hahas, sad that my mum wanted to go out buy sth, so she leave her pouch and keys on the table but right after she sits down, it stops raining, miracle right, rain then stop raining le, hahas, so she went out to buy things, i was playing my computer games when she went out. Just now, at night, my sis - Celine, was too bored that she played competition games thru sms with me and another sis - Denise, i won the first one, then Denise sis started creating two competition game for me and Celine sis, and then on and on and on, I understand my sis - Denise well but not Celine sis, sorry Celine sis, i will make more chances of me understanding you well, i was wondering when will i be creating a new character, should tml bah.... Hope to play with Denise sis, Lina sis asap, hope that Denise sis's com have some memory for her to copy the maple into the com, so that i can play maple with her, me gonna create a new character but just that dunno what job i wanna choose only.... Okay, i will try to post everyday, if not is once every two or three days

Hiie peeps, sorry for the late posting about the outing in Sentosa. Hahas, i had lots of fun there, playing captainball, volleyball, taking a lot of pictures with juniors. I got sunburnt too, it still hurts now, it hurts too when i sleep, sad for me, playing volleyball is fun but for captainbal, it's unfair, jovi very unfair de, he say Sec 3 one group, junior one group, like this juniors confirm lose de mah, still say got confidence in me, that burden is too heavy for me, i played for half an hour, i started cannot breathe, i dunno why, i feel like i got asthma, but i dun have it since young, but after 15mins, i start breathing normally, then it comes to jovi cannot breathe, hahas, after that the seniors and other school's seniors playing volleyball with court, they draw their court themselves, hahas, really damn funny de, oh ya, i feel relax when i sit there and breathe in the fresh air there, the sea is really beautiful, i really like it very much, just that i dun wan to get sandy all over my body, hehe, i dislike sandy feeling.... After that me and my junior wen to eat ice-cream, then we went back, i slept in the train because i'm really very tired after those games and blowing by the wind.... When i get home, i started playing computer games, hahas, cannot resist the temptation although i'm tired:D Okay, that's end of the day

Today, i watch 死神少女, then start playing maple, then sis showed me one part of SHINee hello baby show, damn cutie cute one. I created a blogshop, still thinking of how to post it and how to sell it, hahas, now it's private first, sooner or later, it will be seen by anyone. Denise sis went out with her junior today, oh ya, i had spaghetti dinner today, yummy yum yum, delicious! Love my mum's cooking, she cooked spaghetti whenever daddy works night shift, because she know that daddy doesn't like to eat spaghetti,. Hahas, that's why she cooked it today, yippee, love the part that sis show me, SHINee hello baby, i'll be watching you soon after i finished watching 死神少女 and SNSD hello baby, okay, good day peeps, have fun! <3

Yay, SingOut Concert is very successful, yippee, but sad that i didn't have time to take pictures with my Sec 4s Seniors, really sad, but never mind, i still can see them mah... I love SingOut Concert so much♥ I will participate every SingOut Concert every year.... Hope you guys could buy a ticket to support me every year, Singout is fun, really fun, hahas, we took bus to get back to school, some people in the bus know that Jovi - Our current Chairperson, kanna make-up by the Sec3 seniors, me and travers, hahas, i took 20+ pictures and post all on facebook, really funny, after he cleaned off those make-up, his face and hands are very shiny, i took a picture of his face and hands after he washed off the make-up, he sits beside me so can take picture.... SingOut is fun awesome and cool!!! Love it so much<3

Hahas, today is fun. Me, Evelyn, Evangelyn, Jovi, Travers and JunMing - we were playing in the bus, really fun plus funny too.... Hehe, i will still laugh when i recall it. Today, i laugh a lot because Samantha imitate those cartoon characters as well as Evangelyn, she imitate Duffy Duck. And i saw XinQing sis today in school after the rehearsal, she finish buying her books with her dad, her dad drove her to school, i thought i will be late for choir today, but i'm not, i was early, damn afraid of being late. I love today's fun, hope tomorrow will be as fun as today... Hope tomorrow's concert carry out well and also hope Ms Yee recover soon, she's sick ytd and still having very bad sore throat today. Wish that tomorrow will be VERY FUN!!!!! With the alumni and Sec 4s SENIOR, miss them alot, hope all of us perform well tomorrow. All the best to everyone performing! PHS, HIHS, St. Gabriel's and the ALUMNI too!!! JiaYou. Hwaiting (it means Fighting) <3 today so so much!!!!

Today is the only relax day for phs choir member, Singout concert is coming up soon, so excited, Lina Sis and Sarah Sis is coming to watch me and Celine Sis performance, so cool, i like the glee dance and singout dance too, fall in love with it when you sees it, today, i'm going to chion maple, hahas, train together with Lina sis, KangHsien senior and idiotic bro, we can train together, cool, i like playing games like maple with friends, it's meaningful, i like the times we play games together, it's fun, so try it, if you are my friend and you wanna play maple, feel free to text me and i can play with you too... hahas^-^ Maybe later posting again...

Today i have choir day camp with two other schools - HIHS and St. Gabriel's. I met quite a number of new friends from other schools, like Pin Yan, Constance, Bay, Sebrina, Timothy and RayEn ( sorry if i spelled their names wrongly ). Today's camp not tired at all, just that in the morning, i can't wake up, very sleepy, hehe, because last night sleep quite late, messaging friends to buy tickets from my junior, that cause me to sleep late, today early in the morning 6.30am, i woke up, do all the wash up and leave home at 7pm. I board bu to Woodlands Interchange and buy breakfast then take train and come to school. I was not late but i wore the wrong attire to school, the SL reminded us to wear uniform to school but in the end i wore Radix Tee to school, i tot i will be scolded by SL, but in the end they didn't scold after they sees me in this attire, i tot they forgot but at the end of the camp, they said attire thingy, i was scared again, but then chairperson was told to in charge of this, hahas, chairperson jovi is kind, he didn't scold us, he remind us to wear uniform tomorrow, today, ms yee got pissed off by the absentees that didn't come today, se went off and all of us tot that she would not be coming back to instruct us anymore today but all of us were wrong she came back when the dance instructor came, lucky she's back, jovi was also pissed off too... We practiced Glee dance and Singout dance today, i like both dance step, hehe, i was also arranged in the category of know how to dance de, be arranged in front, i like dancing in front but not singing in front, cos i will either being affected by the other group or i go out of tune, so dancing in front suits me better, i like to teach those who don't know the step to dance, i think this kind of sharing dancing step is fun^.^ We performed of our own items to other schools and Alumni to see, i like St. Gabriel's item, cool, nice plus awesome, but ms yee say not quite good, can do better as comment to their item, i like May the music never end song and Sigulempong, nice!!!

It's fun, we went to AMK Cathay to watch Megamind, but sad we can't catch the 1pm show so we have to watch the 3.05pm show, then before movie, we went to Zone X to play, we play lots of games, we did play racing of cars, JuBeat. But the sad thing was, we didn't go and take neo-print because Sheehan doesn't want to take, so no choce, in the end we didn't take. Then we went for movie when it's about time, after the movie, we went to game shop for a while, after the game shop, it was raining cats and dogs outside, denise answered a call and say that she have to go home straightaway so all of us went home, it's really crowded in the train as the time we going home was peak hour, everybody is going back home

Hiie, everyone, today, my dad allow me to play com, yay, so happy, so i decided to post this, i'm gonna download maple in my com, now everything is back to normal le, i can access le, so happy, yippee^-^ Today is a lucky day, my dad going to malaysia and he allow me to play, maybe is because this few days i control myself not to play com, so he let me play for one day... Hehe^-^ Yesterday, PHS choir went to HIHS for choir day camp, it was tiring but a little bit fun, two not really fun games actually was my choir chairperson - Jovi Ho created, thats really amazed by him, i was in Group 1, Group 1 was running up and down in HIHS, just to look for items being kept by the SLs, it's really damn tiring, but the game i like most was Musical Chairs, i like that game as it needs fast reaction, but sad that my group competing Group 3, we lost, i was the last one to lose, damn sad..... But never mind, i had fun, and i gained knowledge from those games and activities, cool^-^

Today is day two of cannot use my com to play or blog or anything, hehe, but my dad forgot to say that i cannot use my bro's one to play anf blog, hahas^-^ Today just went to grandparents house, kanna nag by grandma, she only know how to nag me, she won't nag my bro, cos my grandparents bias to boys mah, aiyah, already know a few years ago lorh... Always is me kanna scold, there's always no time for them to scold him lorh, bias...-.- They ask me to study, if not will from thru train dropped back to NA class, cursing me lorh.... Their precious grandson cannot meet their expectations then they curse me, evil lorh... Everytime i quarrel with their precious grandson, then always i kanna scold, always i'm wrong, there's no way their grandson is in wrong for the first time, parents also lorh, bias towards him, his behaviour now is cause by their grandparents bias, he will never learnt how the world is, how realistic the world should be, they cause me to become selfish, selfish people just wanna protect themselves with their own way, people always think selfish people are those who are bad in the behaviour, but wrong, selfish people just wanna protect themselves only, they don't have the mind of harming people, selfish people is come from a home where guys are always been bias, that's why i'm always selfish towards family members, but friends i won't be selfish, my selfishness will be controlled by myself, i can control it, i won't be selfish to my friends, but for my bro or s'pore cousins i will, cos they are being bias by the elders, but not me, i'm only being dote my godparents, i love being together with my godparents, that cause me to love my godparents more than other family members like aunt or grandparents..... I really don't want to be like this, please don't be bias, but i think you - grandparents wion't change, you will blame me first even though he is at fault, you won't check out what happen before scolding me...

Hey everyone, today is a happy day too...
I can access those websites that i cannot access previously.
Today, I'm going out with Denise Sis, Sheehan and Chankit to watch a movie - Megamind, we are not watching 3D as Celine Sis says 3D was not quite nice...
After that, we are going to Zone X and play.
Today is a relax day for WE^-^

I can access blogger today with my laptop, yippee^-^
Long time never post le, tml going out with Denise Sis, Sheehan and Chankit for movie - MegaMind, cool, then after movie we going to Zone X to play. Hehe, i cut short my hair today, it looks nicer when it is shorter a bit, but sadly, still need to tie, but never mind, i still like my hair

Damn it, my laptop got some problems le, i told my aunt about it, then she says that she will come my house and take a look of the laptop, and see what is the problem, hope my laptop will be fixed, i don't want my laptop cannot access through some website like school gmail, blogger, youtube sign in page, now i'm using my dad's laptop to blog, hehe^-^

Yesterday, i cried maybe is because of the streaming thing that makes the class to seperate. And yesterday i just settled with my friends, those friendship problem...
But sadded, i can't post it because of some technically problem with my com, my com cannot access blogger, youtube acc and my sch gmail acc.... Makes me feel so pissed off, but lucky my bro gave me use my dad's com, so as to access.... My bro today got a new nokia touch screen and type phone - x3, damn unfair, i got good results and got in to thru train but never get anything as compliment, but the opposite way, my bro cannot promote to NA class and scored not very good, he got a new phone, life is damn unfair, that i never want to talk to them, my dad just bought a 4gb nokia memory card for me and my bro, that's unfair, both of us got the memory card, my bro maybe feel guilty that he got phone but not me got it, then let me use, if not, he won't let me touch my dad's com for a second.... Feel sasd right now, feel like crying like what i did yesterday....T.T

Today, my exam result was reveal, i got back three paper, english, science and history. First period, our history teacher came and gave out our papers, i was so scared before getting my scripts back. Because i think this time, the history paper was difficult, but luckily, i passed my history exam. Secondly, my science paper was given out, my science teacher says that this science paper was the easiest paper he ever set, but i think this was the most difficult science paper i ever take, but this paper didn't make me fail my science, lastly up next was english, i was not afraid of my english results as i improved my english last year, but i did not do quite well in this time's english exam, lucky i still passed. So far, so good, all three subjects all passed. Now, i'm afraid of my literature because i got no hope with it, i failed my literature since last year when i was secondary one, but i did passed once during the common test paper in this semester, so hope that i will passed my literature paper....

Today, i went out with Celine to causeway point. Actually, she was invited to go wild wild wet. But her personal reasons, she could not go. So we went to have lunch at the food court but before Celine chose what to eat, we chat for 45 minutes before she went to buy her food. While she was eating, we looked at the videos in her phone, she got a lot of videos taken by her with her friends. Some were very funny... Then we went to arcade to play. First, of course we have to top up card. But we were surprised by the amount as we just top up 10 dollars, it came out 20 dollars, we both laughed. After playing, we went to take neo - print. We had fun today. Anyway, after those games, we went to value shop to buy drinks and we saw SNAPPLES at the price of 70cents, so cool, i bought 1 bottle while Celine bought 2 bottles, one for herself and another for her elder brother... Hahas, after that we went home and play com.....

How am i going to get my friendship back? Can i chat with them just like before? How to make others understand me? Why am i changing to another stranger? Am i a stranger now to them? What can i do to get myself back to normal? Can we be friends just like before? Friendship is part of my life...

Am i really have to throw this friendship out of my life? My answer : No, I can't, after having the Chinese Paper II, i realise that my world are hell because of my selfish, greedy, care myself only, i know why my friends won't be my friends as i don't know my mistakes but how am i going to change? Friends, please tell me...
I didn't want to avoid my friends but that's nothing i could say, i say anything, no one listens, so i should keep quiet, follow whenever my friends go, but the time after school, i know if i follow my friends, they will still not talk to me, because i didn't stand out to talk to them, i don't have the courage, my friends, i really want back my friendship with you'all, i don't want to be hate by anyone on twitter, i want my world to be heaven just like the Chinese Paper II, care , share , love others...
How i treat others will be how they treat me....
Now if i talk and be with them, will they talk and be with me?
Will our friendship be open up by me - this destroyer
The Comprehension of Chinese Paper II is meaningful, that will be the post note for me, is it?

You'all can say you'all never pangsei me before? now another you say you didn't spent time with your clique because of me? I was just chatting with them, i didn't have that idea of snatching your clique away from you, everyone hates me, why not i die in front of you, reborn not being your friends, i really wanted to take off my mask of being a thick-skinned girl, but i can't without this mask, my friends will all leave me, so sorry, i have to be thick-skinned so as that i caould save my friendship, you'all don't talk to me often never mind, as long as you'all got talk to me can le, i won't bother anyone of you to do anything or even so thick-skinned to ask you'all out, i know that you'all going out with me, you'all won't be happy, as long as after school, you'all can do whatever you wanted to do, because with me not around, you'all will be even happy than i'm there beside you'all
Any unhappy of me, will be posted here, i won't let out my feelings to my friends as it will be another misunderstanding from me to them.... I just intend to buy iPhone 4 only, i didn't meant to copy anyone, me and my cousin promise each other that we will buy iPhone4 together only what, i ask that friend is help my cousin ask only, like this i also got wrong, then like this what i buy is copy someone lahhh....

Not trying to snatch anyone's clique, not trying to suck up anyone, i also not a sucker, anyone did sth wrong, needed to say sorry, i said sorry doesnt mean i just want to get forgiveness from anyone, i am a slow-minded person, if you don't tel me what's going on, how am i going to know, things around me might let me know what i did wrongly, but sometimes, i just do not know what was happening, you'all having a high expectation from me to change, but i just cannot hit that standard you'all wants, what you wanna me to do, if i never change, you'all will say that i keeping empty promises, if i change a bit, you'all also never feel anything, you'all cold towards me, i kept quiet, you'all having post about me, i did nothing too, what shall i do, i say sorry also got wrong, say i only wants to get forgiveness, never try to understand what i did, i stay quiet, you'all thought i don't want this friendship, you'all chat sth and other ppl don't what to say, it is keep quiet, if chat along, then you'all thought i wanna suck up ppl,you'all have your own conversation, i go chat with other ppl, you'all thought i wanna snatch your clique, i just wanna chat only, like this also got wrong mehh... I really don't know what to do, i go home without you'all, you'all thought i pangsei, you'all never think when you pangsei ppl, what will the person being pangsei feel, you'all only know how to say others pangsei you, never think about when you pangsei ppl, you'all talk secrets, i try to go away, because secrets are things that you and another friend wanted to say something, i don't want to be said join their conversation, scared you snatch my friend, i go home early is because i don't want to be alone in the train with other strangers around, have a classmate or friend around makes me feel safer, can? I don't know what happen, how can i care? i also don't know care about what...