Today is day two of cannot use my com to play or blog or anything, hehe, but my dad forgot to say that i cannot use my bro's one to play anf blog, hahas^-^ Today just went to grandparents house, kanna nag by grandma, she only know how to nag me, she won't nag my bro, cos my grandparents bias to boys mah, aiyah, already know a few years ago lorh... Always is me kanna scold, there's always no time for them to scold him lorh, bias...-.- They ask me to study, if not will from thru train dropped back to NA class, cursing me lorh.... Their precious grandson cannot meet their expectations then they curse me, evil lorh... Everytime i quarrel with their precious grandson, then always i kanna scold, always i'm wrong, there's no way their grandson is in wrong for the first time, parents also lorh, bias towards him, his behaviour now is cause by their grandparents bias, he will never learnt how the world is, how realistic the world should be, they cause me to become selfish, selfish people just wanna protect themselves with their own way, people always think selfish people are those who are bad in the behaviour, but wrong, selfish people just wanna protect themselves only, they don't have the mind of harming people, selfish people is come from a home where guys are always been bias, that's why i'm always selfish towards family members, but friends i won't be selfish, my selfishness will be controlled by myself, i can control it, i won't be selfish to my friends, but for my bro or s'pore cousins i will, cos they are being bias by the elders, but not me, i'm only being dote my godparents, i love being together with my godparents, that cause me to love my godparents more than other family members like aunt or grandparents..... I really don't want to be like this, please don't be bias, but i think you - grandparents wion't change, you will blame me first even though he is at fault, you won't check out what happen before scolding me...